Sunday, 30 November 2008; 6:53 PM
心就会很想要定下来
有家不能归的感觉
你，了解吗？
家
是什么？
怎么我对它的印象
会如此模糊... ....
我是谁？
我的家人是谁？
家。
; 2:02 PM
Tagged by blitch xD
The rules & regulations
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
2) People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own, 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.
TEN WEIRD THINGS/HABITS/LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME!
1. I LOVE GREEN. too.
2. I am Timothea.
3. I have a baby pillow in my room and it's name is called PIPI. I still can't decide whether if it's a boy or a girl.. But yeah, I love PIPI.
4. My Boyf loves PIPI, too. and I'm gonna get him one for christmas.
5. I dreamt of being a libero in volleyball. (Libero is a defense specialist in volleyball. P.S. I suck in defending in volleyball)
6. I love to hug PIPI to sleep everynight. I have one at Kembangan and Clementi.
7. I'm actually very pessimistic..
8. I can't wait to die soon. I wanna drink melamine more cos it takes me one step closer to death.
9. My Boyf's saving up for a SUPER EXPENSIVE BED in pets society. (?)
10. I'm very influential and easily influenced by the words I use. Like 'cheat my feelings', '_____ only'. and 'ogay' etc.
People to TAG:
Whoever that comes here. I know not many come here, but I would specifically tag Pris since she's always bugging me to blog more.
The rules & regulations
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
2) People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own, 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.
TEN WEIRD THINGS/HABITS/LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME!
1. I LOVE GREEN. too.
2. I am Timothea.
3. I have a baby pillow in my room and it's name is called PIPI. I still can't decide whether if it's a boy or a girl.. But yeah, I love PIPI.
4. My Boyf loves PIPI, too. and I'm gonna get him one for christmas.
5. I dreamt of being a libero in volleyball. (Libero is a defense specialist in volleyball. P.S. I suck in defending in volleyball)
6. I love to hug PIPI to sleep everynight. I have one at Kembangan and Clementi.
7. I'm actually very pessimistic..
8. I can't wait to die soon. I wanna drink melamine more cos it takes me one step closer to death.
9. My Boyf's saving up for a SUPER EXPENSIVE BED in pets society. (?)
10. I'm very influential and easily influenced by the words I use. Like 'cheat my feelings', '_____ only'. and 'ogay' etc.
People to TAG:
Whoever that comes here. I know not many come here, but I would specifically tag Pris since she's always bugging me to blog more.
TRAINING WITH THAI COACH
Had training with Thailand National Coach. That's like so totally cool. I reached at 7.05, thinking that I was first, but I wasn't. I love the new balls lian bought. Hard balls ftw. (p/s: Jiali, I am part of everyone)
Couldn't really understand Coach, but we had to try. Hahha. I sent him off after training, and we chased after bus48. AND COACH boarded the bus from the back. I know I'm mean to gossip about him, but,.........
Anyway, read more from jiali's blog.
Then after training we cabbed to vivo ;D
me poopoo and gen one, lian huishan and micole the other.
Our cab slower but 20 cents lesser lols.
Cheat my money only. I was screaming my head off in the cab.
Then after training we cabbed to vivo ;D
me poopoo and gen one, lian huishan and micole the other.
Our cab slower but 20 cents lesser lols.
Cheat my money only. I was screaming my head off in the cab.
I swear i'm like SO BROKE.
Shared pastamania's bakerice with poopooLoves VOLLEYBALLTEAMMIES! :DDD
I wanna ask a question!
If there's two guys that you like or likes you...
both looked average, okay I shall name them A and B.
A looks familiar though, as if you've seen him so many times previously, even in your previous life.
Being with him would be sweet, those kind of predicted future with rare ups and downs.
However, B looks special, someone you are happy to be with.
But future isn't in your hands, you'll have completely no idea what life would be like.
So would you prefer a long and smooth winding pathway or a breathtaking rollercoaster ride?
I wanna ask a question!
If there's two guys that you like or likes you...
both looked average, okay I shall name them A and B.
A looks familiar though, as if you've seen him so many times previously, even in your previous life.
Being with him would be sweet, those kind of predicted future with rare ups and downs.
However, B looks special, someone you are happy to be with.
But future isn't in your hands, you'll have completely no idea what life would be like.
So would you prefer a long and smooth winding pathway or a breathtaking rollercoaster ride?
I'd take B.
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quiz!
Tagged by blitch again
1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
I'd fly into your heart.
2. What's your favourite thing to do ?
Volleyball(:
3. Do you think money can buy happiness ?
Yes.
4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
GOD xD
5. Things you can't live without.
GOD, handphone, computer, Bobby, POOPOO, lianzxzx, CUZEEN and more.
6. What are you afraid to lose?
myself.
7. If you win $1 million US dollars, what would you do?
i wont win it la dey!
quiz!
Tagged by blitch again
1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
I'd fly into your heart.
2. What's your favourite thing to do ?
Volleyball(:
3. Do you think money can buy happiness ?
Yes.
4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
GOD xD
5. Things you can't live without.
GOD, handphone, computer, Bobby, POOPOO, lianzxzx, CUZEEN and more.
6. What are you afraid to lose?
myself.
7. If you win $1 million US dollars, what would you do?
i wont win it la dey!
8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
Future?
Die.
9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey.
FAT
FAT
FAT
Jus kidding.
Can volley
Pretty
Can be unglam with.
10. What makes you happy ?
HUGGING PIPI TO SLEEP
11. What type of person do you hate most?
Learn to forgive those who have sinned against us as we have been forgiven by our lord.
12. If you have a super power what would it be?
I already have.
10. What makes you happy ?
HUGGING PIPI TO SLEEP
11. What type of person do you hate most?
Learn to forgive those who have sinned against us as we have been forgiven by our lord.
12. If you have a super power what would it be?
I already have.
Leeching on God's.
13. Would you go for happiness or money ?
Happiness lah
14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
I am my life.
15. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, would you die for her/him?
Take my life lorhs. Anyway, I'm gonna die sooner or later. Jus die lorhs.
16. Who's the last person who hugged you ?
BOBBY
17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
Eat
13. Would you go for happiness or money ?
Happiness lah
14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
I am my life.
15. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, would you die for her/him?
Take my life lorhs. Anyway, I'm gonna die sooner or later. Jus die lorhs.
16. Who's the last person who hugged you ?
BOBBY
17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
Eat
But I'm getting fat.
18. Who are you close to?
-gaaps-
19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person you like her/him?
xD
20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
don't come to earth.
21. things that scare you.
Being alone D:
22. Things that you like/love the most .
VOLLEY, BOBBY, LIANNY, POOPY, CUZEENY
23. 8 important things in my room.
PIPI
Laptop
Handphone
House phone
Volleyball
Wardrobe
Makeup
Bloster
24. 8 people to do this questionnaire.
Same as the other.
Friday, 28 November 2008; 4:53 PM
and there's an auntie who step on me, she didnt fall but i fell instead.
she stared at me, and i stared back at her.
she tsk me and i tsk back at her.
she said "how you walk?"
i said "how you see?"
i swear i hate my team mates
cuz they scammed me that tmr trng is 6am when it was actually 8.
i swear im going to slap you all.
i <3 trigo.
Thursday, 27 November 2008; 9:46 PM
I'll blog, so let go of me yeah?
After being told by sister PRIScilla to blog for the 1000000th time, I'm going to blog.
I'm quite sick of blogging, because something cropped out two nights ago.
Feeling really afraid, insecure and scared because of that incident now.
I cropped myself at home for literally the
Didn't wanna leave the house, because I dun wanna face the world.
Kept myself on msn, facebook, so as to see bobby online.
Pris, dun force me to blog, I'm not in the mood to entertain, so I shalln't blog. Shall not continue boring my readers. Byebye.
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P.S. : My new name is Timothea.
Find out why from me on msn.
Tag my blog too. At least try to.
Sunday, 23 November 2008; 10:04 PM
Time ended: 11.26am
Hey guys! Sorry for not blogging yesterday. Was totally shagged from the drinking and stuff. Yah, I was pretty much drunk last night, but I could actually remember what I did larhs.
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Am currently on the plane typing this down on Microsoft word, but obviously there’s no internet access on the plane (duh). So yeah, just planning to type it out and copy and paste into blogger later. Teehee. I’m so bored on the plane. I swear. I darn bored on the plane because this plane is taking a detour to some other places then back to Singapore.
I miss Singapore
To be precise, I miss my handphone.
I miss texting Bobby(even though I did while I was in Cambodia using internet sms)
I miss talking on the phone with people.
Hey Blitch. Be excited, when I alright from this f.ing long plane trip, imma call you and imma go to Sentosa. WHEE!
It’s a pity there’s no internet on the plane. I really wanna go on msn. Seriously so boring.
Was actually a 2hours’ trip if it went straight back to Singapore. But because of the stupid transit and detour, we went on a further distance. Yeah, so this trip is 4hours. I’m only halfway through, and there’s another 2 more hours.
Swears this is damn boring.
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By the way, my mum’s beside me so I need to cut down on my vulgarities and my way of typing because it isn’t very nice if she sees the F(…) and the S(…) and the K(..) and the C(……) and decides to nag at me. Screw that.
This is so not my style, but what can I do?
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Yesterday was finale dinner at the hotel. Yeah, it’s quite obvious because I’m now on the plane, so of course yesterday was finale. And again, it was a poolside candlelit dinner, but now with the VIP. Luckily I’m not on the same table as her. Anyway, before we had dinner, there was a cocktail party on the rooftop of the hotel. Tried drinks I never tried before. It’s time I found out more about them and tried out.
And I swear never to eat Cambodia peanuts again. Taste is really unique.
The food yesterday wasn’t exactly to my liking, but it was a rather filling dinner.
Ogay, enough about dinner. The fun part only started after dinner.
Went upstairs to our room to get money, and went to night market. It’s like a Cambodia’s version of Singapore’s Bugis street. Got really cheap dresses and Cambodia styled dolls. Like cute only larhs.
But due to limited time for shopping, I didn’t really but much gifts for you guys. I didn’t buy for Bobby, I didn’t buy for POOPOO, nor lianrong.
Ogay, I lied.
Bought for you guys, and more.
Eh Blitch, I even bought your Christmas present already!
After shopping was PUB. Guys, if you ever went to Cambodia, Pub Street is a MUST VISIT. I swear. You’re gonna regret it if you don’t visit.
Even if you’re not of age.
There’s always milo to solve all problems.
Yeah, I went to Pub Street, and into this pub where there’s live band. Seriously, the atmosphere there is good only lorhs. It’s a really enjoyable place, and no I/C check. People there are just simply fun loving. They can just sing with the live band, dance around the floor and just go crazy. HAHHA.
Only sad thing was that we had to leave early cos the cuzeen’s father told us to go back. Yeah, sad only. In the middle of our party, we had to leave. Like we were only starting to feel high and we had to go. We were actually sitting down for a while, but just as we went down to dance, we had to leave. Knn.
Drank quite a bit, and I got fucking high. I swear. Ask the people I talk to last night, they’ll probably say that peiwoon went crazy yesterday. Teehee.
Vulgarities are because mother isn’t looking into the screen.
Please don’t expose what I’ve done. HAHHA. Words that come from people who are drunk are unreliable. Actions too. Shhh..
I swear my cousin sucks.
After we got home from pub, Jo and I totally went crazy over MSN. Hahha. And she actually mentioned she wanted to drink Henikken. So we decided to share one can. I took out from the mini-bar and opened, poured out her share while I drank straight from the can. She took one mouth, guess what she said.
“Wen, I cannot already. If I continue drinking I’m going to puke.”
FUCK U.
So, yeah. I had to finish that can. But I swear I slept damn well. And woke up damn blur. I keep misplacing Joanne’s ipod. (she’s got nice movies in her ipod, so I decided to borrow them.) I woke her up this morning, Jo, I can’t find your ipod.
End up it was in my bag.
BLUR ONLY.
I even went downstairs to see if it was found someone else in the hotel.
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I’m so relieved that I’m not having a hangover. In fact, this morning I felt great. Even more energetic than normal. Strangly, I guess I managed to expel the high-ness last night, so this morning no more alcohol to make me feel bad.
Sentosa later. Blitch, lianrong, WAIT FOR ME and HERE I COME
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I’ve been blogging for close to one hour. From 1048 to 1126. Ogay, enough of blogging, I’m sick of blogging already. Such a long post la. It’s like two full pages on Microsoft word on font size 12.
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Hey Jo, I guess it isn’t just me for just you. It’s just her. She even has sth to say about your good friend. Like as you know, your good friend just wake up is blur blur one. He slept on the plane, and woke up for transit blur blur marhs. So we decided to eat some bread we took away from ReeHotel. He merely said “不要啦。面包很干” and she can say that he has 少爷脾气
True to some extent, but…….
Or is it really just me.
<3 the world TEEHEE BYE
Saturday, 22 November 2008; 8:23 AM
AFter I blogged yesterday, we had a dinner. SUper grand dinner. It was like a poolside candlelit dinner. Nice only. The trees were coiled up with chrsitmas lights, if you call that so. So yeah, no more crap, here comes pictures!
ME - and fy, i'm by the poolside (behind me)
Jo, same place. Nice lights right?
SHe decided that she wanted some of her face to be seen too. THen background lights cant be seen.
Candles lined along the pool. See the elephant behind? and the dining table (in gold)
again, hers is the can see body can't see surroundings one.
Yes, while surroundings were pretty good in terms of ambience, the food was............ not to me liking. Well, still do take a look.
For this dish, I ate three mouths, one is big plate green veggie in the outer ream. 2nd mouth was the smaller plate, and I have no idea what that was. 3rd was the insides of the ream of the bigger plate.
2nd dish.
I drank quite a few mouthfuls of soup, until I ate the fish.
Spat out the fish in the soup.
Couldn't drink anymore.
Anyway, I had difficulties deciding whether or not to spit. It was fine dining, mind you. I really had to strugggle. Still, I spat. Unglam only.
Nicest dish of the night - chicken. THe sauce was good. Some expensive mushroom sauce, so it was good.
Nicest dish of the night - chicken. THe sauce was good. Some expensive mushroom sauce, so it was good.
Dessert - MANGO ICE CREAM in a cut orange. And a fish craved out of ice. and lightning installed undereath the ice to light it up.
ME. again
THis is mum.
mum and i.
Jo, I and Merlion
Jo and YongTat
Okay. End of the day before yesterday. We had a very filling dinner. At least Jo and YongTat did. I was just, normal. HAhha
Yesterday was tour day. Jo woke up at 10am Cambodia time (11am Singapore time). Swear she was such a lazy bitch. Went downstairs for breakfast. I was fucking hungry, but couldn't eat much, cos of my painful tongue. So, yeah, pathatic.
OUr bus trip
This picture I cropped Jo out cos I guess she won't really like this picture. So yeah, guess shall not wait for Jo to threaten me to remove it. Remember she still has my bikini pictures?
BOat opposite us.
Typcical Geography textbook pictures.
There's more in my handphone, it's really interesting, I'll upload them soon
Yeah, so we went on a 4 hour's boat trip. Swear it was boring, except for the part where we got to see Geography pictures. I promise more pictures when I upload with my phone.
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i typed a whole chunk of nonsense to scold you for being childish, for acting stupid, for getting jealous
But I realised that what you've done made sense.
I love you too.
Baby, I'm coming home tomorrow.
Let's go swimming (kindly think of 'wonderland' and make relations)
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I miss Singapore
Miss Bobby
miss blitch
miss lianrong
Sian only, now playing viwawa. waiting for bobby to come online
BYE
Thursday, 20 November 2008; 6:00 PM
Can't decide whether to love it or hate it
Nonetheless, am gonna post pictures because Bobby specially requested for it
Apologies people, not much of camwhoring today, cos both Joanne and I were makeup-less for the whole of today.
Okay, class, this is the typical pictures you see in Geography textbooks
I've seen it, and been there for real manzxzx.
Example of a squatter settlement
No proper materials
By roadsides, no proper facilities
Finally, reached the almightly REE HOTEL
I swear. this place is nothing but one word : glam
This is our hotel room, welcome!
Joanne's glued on the laptop
Toilet A: Sink and Toilet Bowl. Obviously for people who are not bathing and the other toilet(?) is occupied. Yes. other toilet
Hotel's living room. Like within the hotel room itself. Alright, no count cos this is a suite room. But still, GRAND only.
Toilet B: Consists of a sink, a toilet bowl, a bathtub and a shower. Bathtub has got jacuzee functions. COOL only.
Just random, this is how REEHotel keeps their tissues.
Finally decided to go sun bathing and swimming.
We started of sunbathing from there (the benches there) until the staff advised us to move away cos there we doing stuff.
ME, after being brutally raped by Cuzeen. Bobby save me!
Still YAYA Papaya stand in pool after raping young girl.
That's me. xD
I don't wanna live anymore since Joanne.... Joanne......
I want to die.
Alright people, dying for tonight, see ya guys tmr. If I can that is. Will definately have pictures cos tomorrow is gonna be more busy.
&& Bobby, you're wish shall be fufilled. I guess we're gonna camwhore more tomorrow.
Joanne, please don't post my swimming pictures. I swear I look damn fat. I promise to 减肥, just don't do this to me.
Thanks xD
<3>
&& Today, No <3>
Nor Blitch
Only Cuzeen.
Teehee
Anyway Bobby
Hope to hear from you tomorrow.
Hope to hear from you tomorrow.
I will wake up 8am (Singapore time) tomorrow
PLEASE come and find me yos.
xD
No <3
i'm so gonna get u pipi for christmas.
; 12:23 AM
Bobby isn't answering his phone again
GRRR hates. Everytime say call him again he'll fall asleep.
EXCUSEMEBITCH, YOURGIRLFISLEAVINGFORCAMBODIA&UWONTFUCKINGANSWERTHECALL
It's been long since I left Singapore.
I feel like some country bumpkin
&& peoples, don't worry yos. Imma bring my lappy there.
Gonna miss Singapore.
Even though it's only 4days.
But then again...
Cambodia = NO BOBBY, NO VOLLEYBAL, NO BLITCH, NO LIANRONG, NO CAREGROUP, NO SHERPARD, NO FAMILIAR HOUSE, NO HDB FLATS.
Just Cambodia.
Am going to do my daily fitness, as I promised boyf. I'm such a obidient girlf.
Actually he's asleep already, he wouldn't know.
Still, integrity.
Bobby:
So gonna miss you
Please come online leii.
Anyw, stop treating me the way you do now.
I don't like this.
Don't ask me how, don't ask me why.
It's either I'm too fussy or you're too insensitive.
Either way, I still love you.
Wait for me to come back.
Don't go find your other girls.
GRROAR!
Blitch:
sian only. Just suddenly felt like leaving a note to you
Come online more
Got alot of gossip to you
Gonna miss you
Another 3.5hours and I'm gone.
I feel
Lianrong:
thanks. but blitch and I are not lesbians. I'm attached.
Bruddur:
come back quickly I've got alot of say to you...
I'm like crazy
Why am I leaving notes to people?
Like got alot of things to say yeah?
Feels like gonna die?
AM going to bring my favourite pillow to Cambodia. HAHHA.
BYe world. Must wake up at 4am tmr T.T
Wednesday, 19 November 2008; 1:33 AM
Went to jiali's place at 8pm. Reached at 8pm i meant.
Had a whale of time with the joker poopy jiali...
I should really thank God today:
1. I woke up at 715 this morning. I was damn shocked, i swear. The first thing i said was 'Oh God save me!'
2. Managed to leave house by 630, bus came within 3mins
3. Jiao lian wasn't in too bad a mood.
4. Went to poopy's house. To be precise, sneaked out w/out permission. I reached home on time, before mum yay!
5. Feeling relieved cos immc ongoi blur.
Tuesday, 18 November 2008; 5:48 PM
I failed.
I kept myself busy and told myself i can survive with a guy.
I failed.
I told myself that it wasn't your fault, therefore i shall not be petty.
I failed.
I stuffed myself silly to make myself feel better. Just because you told me to slim down.
I failed.
Now i'm hungry. I don't feel like eating.
Now i'm missing you, i don't feel like contacting you.
No wonder I didn't like being in a relationship. Super tiring only.
I wished.....
You.
so baby here i am
banging on your front door
ringing up your phone
but no voice of bobby
i hate myself for loving you
sorry for hanging up on the phone on you.
What more am i supposed to say?
Monday, 17 November 2008; 11:35 PM
I guess she's probably as impulsive as I am now when she was younger.
I stand in awe...
Bobby's asleep already. What an ass now i'm so energetic from the shocking piece of news from the mother. Nonetheless, what's done cant be undone, Bobby's asleep, so let's
Bobby made it first on two of my facebook applications. Grr slap him. I've decided to stop playing them cos i cant beat bobby in it. Zzz screw that !
I'm really bored. Really affected. Really can't sleep.
Training's tmr, seriously no mood to go cos my knees have been total bitches this week. Nonetheless, i'm going cos it's the last training before Cambodia.
Muhaha throwing Bobby in Singapore alone.
I must find my entertainment man. The worse thing is that i don't have a computer with me now. How irritating. Don't doubt me, i'm using my phone to blog now. Totally no functions. Zzz.
Today mum was listening to radio958. She thought she heard Lam Wan's call in over the radio, and passed me the earphones. I swear i had the shock of my life when i heard her voice. I'm 99.999999999% certain that the voice of the caller belonged to the bloody form teacher of mine. Moreover, the DJ addressed the caller as 林小姐, who else can it be. Probably, 小姐 Isn't very appropriate.
Time for entertainment teehee!
Sunday, 16 November 2008; 4:59 AM
Spare me some time to sleep man.
Cuzeen AH ANNE and Cuzeen AH TING are sleeping away now.
On the bed above me.
I'm sleeping too. Can't you tell?
I swear. Damn bored.
I took a 'nap' from 1am till 2am.
They woke me up for supper
wrote my stupid essay.
Couldn't sleep anymore.
HELP. SLEEP?
Yup, As I mentioned, two cuzeens with me today.
Been long since we gathered together.
Finally... After the Os.
Been talking about having sleepover since during Os. Finally came true.
Cut the crap. PICTURES xD
GOODNIGHT WORLD
Friday, 14 November 2008; 7:28 AM
Everyone's asking "PeiWoon who's your boyf?"
Hahha. Secret first. More next time.
P.S. I love my
Thursday, 13 November 2008; 10:00 PM
I just don't understand why she cant trust me.
But forget it. No matter what i say, she's not gonna trust me. So i cant be bothered to convince her anymore.
Emotional.
I just don't understand the loser i am.
Losing to two different girls twice each.
I told myself not to be defeated by one same person more than once.
But yet i lost to them twice each.
What a loser.
Emotional.
I just don't understand why people in love always feel happy.
Yet i don't
and i'm feeling this fucking emotional shit.
It's probably just me.
Too emotional to be me.
Emotional.
Babe.
Why?
Why her of all people.
I hate losing.
Especially to have taken something she has already discarded.
Probably this is called fairness.
She recycled sth i discarded too.
But still. I hate to think that you thought she was sexy. I hate to think that you had been so close with her. I hate to think of you and her.
I guess i'm jealous.
Pls ignore me.
Emotional.
Shit.
Let me breathe.
I cant breathe. Literally.
I hate you.
Tuesday, 11 November 2008; 9:56 PM
Cos I'm yours.
Q: What's more amazing than having a song stuck in your head despite not hearing it for 3 hours?
A: Two people thinking of the same song at the same time.
Today, baby and I happened to be thinking of i'm yours at the same time.
I happened to hum out the tune (and a few lyrics of i'm yours) and baby screamed at me
Saying "OMG how you know I'm thinking of this song?"
Amazing.
I'm very shocked...
** Ehh. Excuse me ar. I'm your friend, _________. May I ask who is baby? **
For me you find out and for you to know.
FUHAHAHAHA
Blitch and cuzeen, shuttup about it. shhh...
Sunday, 9 November 2008; 10:33 AM
Therefore I came up.
Cuzeen's still sleeping. Better wake that pig up soon
Guess so was really tired from last night's studying.
Haven't been updating a lot.
Was sick yesterday.
Woke up feeling sore all over (yes, for no good reason)
Amazingly, I slept till 10 plus yesterday (almost 11)
Couldn't make it for training
Didn't go for service either.
TOday, couldn't go for CG either.
Cuzeen, hurry end your Os.
Decided to go running.
Aunt joined me.
Jogged with her one round.
I ran alone for one more round.
you're already my woman
nothing else matters
pls don't think wrongly.
I din to anything with him yos.
Thursday, 6 November 2008; 8:55 PM
Therefore, nothing interesting nowadays.
No father to kaobei me once a week.
No mother to quarrel with me every three days.
No teachers come after me that I can be bothered with.
No friends to take pictures, joke and camwhore with.
Life's boring.
But for everything, there's always God around me 24/7
Project New Life
Blogged about this before.
It was a self-commitment to change for the better.
but i cant seem to face up to myself
Each time
I think about it again
Nightmares come night after night.
Frightening.
Scary.
Scaring me out of my wits
i hate these dreams. they ain't dreams. they're nightmares
I'm stuck between the side of the good and the bad
The old and the new life
thank you my dearest cg: the presence of you guys are the best present i have even gotten.
Because of you guys, I'm actually more pushed towards the new life. Just gimme time.
It's time I quit my nonsensical life.
I'm 15
Neither old nor young
neither mature nor childish
Relationships have to be patched.
She's still my mum after all.
But I just cant face that.
TMr's the last day of sec3
Eat that !
xD
and i cant wait for tmr.
Monday, 3 November 2008; 12:10 AM
1. Are you single?
Yup. Enjoying every moment of it ! Fuhahhaha
2. Are you happy about that?
yup yup
3. Are you bored?
Yeah. Wanna screw homework shiol
4. Are you sad?
Yup.
5. Are you Italian?
Woah. Damn random huh. Nope.
6. Are you plastic?
Plastic from head to toe. Silicon too. Rubber? Melamine? hahha
(Seems like question 7 is gone.)
8. Are you cool?
Nope. Too hot for you
9. Are you chinese?
yupyup
10. What are you?
Female human.
Ten Facts
1. Initials
C.P.W
2. Nicknames
wenwen, fenfen, boonboon (yeah. i don't quite like this)
3. Birth place
Singapore
4. Hair color
Brown-ish to that extent.
5. Age
14 + 1 .
6. Eye color
Black
7. Birthday
13 March.
8. Mood
Swing-able
9. Favourite colors
Pink and green
10. Left or right handed
Both. Just kidding lolx
TEN THIS OR THAT?
1. Love or money?
Both. Money, most probably. Money lasts forever. Love doesn't. Only God's love does
2. Hard liquor or beer?
Both. mix em' up and glup em' down. (Beer probably)
3. Cats or dogs?
Dogs
4. A few best friends or many regular friends?
A few best friends (:
5. Television or internet?
Internet, duh.
6. Pepsi or coke?
Neither. Sprite
7. Wild night out or romantic night?
Both, depending on situation. If I'm single I'd have the first. Attached then 2nd one.
8. Money or happiness?
Both. Money most probably. Happiness doesn't last forever
9. Night or day?
Bo me bu jik (read it in hokkien)
没日没夜
It doesn't matter day or night, as long you're loved or tried
10. IM or phone?
Both.
Perhaps neither. I rather lived in the 60s where phone doesn't exist. Nor msn.
TEN REFERENCES IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. Smile or eyes?
Show me eyes which can smile
2. Light or dark hair?
Dark
3. Hugs or kisses?
Hugs. Kisses are so wet. EEW
4. Intelligence or attraction?
Neither. Just love me.
5. Hook-up or relationship?
HOOKUP FTW !!
6. Trust or love?
Both.
If no trust, what for love?
If no love, what for trust?
7. Long distance or short?
Short. zzz.
8. Call or text?
Call.
9. Older or younger?
Older. (might as well ask male or female right)
10. Looks or personality?
Personality.
TEN LAST
1. Last phone call you made?
Fongyee
2. Last phone call you received?
Wanyan
3. Last person/people you hung out with?
Currently hanging with Joanne? considered?
If not, then it's the bunch of tuition people then.
4. Last person to text you?
Xiaotimmy. Haven't texted him in 10000000000 years and he randomly texted me lols
5. Last person you tickled?
Cant rmb. I think was sister cos I wanted to call him and i poked him from behind. Seriously cant remember cos I haven't tickled someone in a very long time.
6. Last person you IM?
Joanne. even though she's just on the bed above of mine.
7. Last person you hugged?
Yayun (lol. i went, 'hey gimme a hug' and she hugged me )
8. Last person you slept with?
Joanne. (roommate eh?)
9. Last person/people you laughed with?
The bunch of tuition idiots. Serious case of jokerness
10. Last dream you can remember?
that fucking guy la. KNN screw him don't remind me of that fucking dream. FUck i hate him. ahhh.. T.T (seriously cry)
TEN PEOPLE I TAG
Anybody who wants to do :)
Sunday, 2 November 2008; 8:27 PM
你怎么不听听那听不见的哭泣声？
生活在忙，步伐再快，压力在大
我们是最至亲的人
怎么都不肯听？
怎么都不尊敬？
长辈？那我呢？
我不是以前的那个五岁小孩子了
现在我已经十五了
怎么不从我的角度想想？
在你眼里
只有你自己
你说你会记得我怎样伤害你
那你呢？
你是怎样伤害我的？
碎了.痛了.哭了.累了
你伤了我的自尊
毁了我享乐的童年
当别人还在开心的玩乐、无忧无虑时
我就要设法照顾自己
为自己而奋斗
都是你（们）
从小到大
我这么努力
又的到了什么？
你们可以先后放手
我又干嘛继续挣扎
你们都不奋斗了
都不为幸福奋斗了
那我，不应该放弃吗？
反正无论如何，我都不会是一个正常的孩子，我还是一个媒人好的孩子
fuck you
Recently, I've received two big pieces of news of my life.
About both aggressions !!
I happy only lorhs. Hahha
Stands at a corner and laughs at them !!
Suckers FTW !!
Anyway, it's good to blog in two languages because I can catch attention of different groups of people.
And I always get to spread different messages cos people are simply too lazy to read both languages.
Or probably doesn't understand.
Nonetheless, if you're reading this, don't read the other version then.
Hahha.
Buying the uniform tomorrow to avoid the long queue in school.
So fucking over the long blue skirt next year. dammit.
i didn't believe my cousin ____ _ ___ ___ ___ _______.
Pop quiz time.
Correct answers = one drink from canteen store 3or5.
; 12:00 PM
As the title shows, this post is going to be about Halloween!! Was at home with the cousin, dressed up and have fun with our make-up etc.etc. So yea, pictures below.Oh, and to all haters, if you don't like me, or my face, don't bother scrolling down. Cheerios! (credited Joanne)
Introducing......
Peiwoon, the cursed doll
Joanne, the witch
Peiwoon, the cursed doll
Joanne, the witch
Pictures while we were outdoors
Then we came indoors
Curse doll stalking the owner (focus. look closely)
Curse doll stalking the owner (focus. look closely)
