Friday, 29 August 2008; 9:19 PM
You will never know true happiness
until you have truly loved,
and you will never understand
what pain really is
until you have lost it.
~ by Anonymous ~
Maybe I love you
I love you
Maybe I need my daily dosage of you
I need my daily dosage of you
I couldn't help but to capture that gaze
I couldn't help but to gaze
I couldn't help but to imagine
To let the story go on.
The song we sang
The game we played
The love we shared
&& it probably time I let go.
but at least now i know, we're still belong together.
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I don't understand.
People just cant seem to be contented with what they have.
Previously, I managed to achieve a GPA of 3.0
Mum, being IMPRESSED with my results
wants another 3.0 again.
At first, she merely said "Don't retain can already"
Now she wants 3.0.
That sucks.
Tralala-ed ;
Tuesday, 26 August 2008; 10:00 PM
If you were a letter, i'm your stamp then.
If you were contact lens, i'm your multi-purpose solution then.
If you were a pig, i'll be a superior one then.
Had dinner with a long-lost friend. Haha.
Just got home. Bathed. Going to sleep already. Not gonna touch math.
PMS - why don't guys get it?
Tralala-ed ;
Sunday, 24 August 2008; 11:18 PM
Recently, many people's been telling me to take care of my knees.
Many refers to more than one.
And i keep saying 'yes, okay, i will.' but apparently, taking care of my knees is a difficult task, especially when i'm a volleyball player.
I must go research on protection of knees already.
But nonetheless, i won't wanna stop volleyball unless circumstances really force me to.
Damn. Such a boring post.
Recently, i'm crazy over stop and stare. Super old sooo but nonetheless crazy.
And that song is available at poopoo's blog...
Hahahahaha
Tralala-ed ;
; 9:36 AM
Mum's the champion.
Especially when it comes to yesterday's lunch.
1. She knows that I don't eat fish.
2. She knows that I don't take spicy food.
Guess what she bought?
Two lunches, one is fish soup with noodles, the other is spicy fishball noodles.
T.T
Thanks mum!
Tralala-ed ;
Thursday, 21 August 2008; 7:01 PM
I declare my love for math!
Y=mX+c
it's a secret XD
Was impressed and shocked at the same time today.
I really should learn to be more patient and understand with people.
Especially you.!
As i lie down here, waiting for my phone to ring, i'm falling asleep. For your info, i currently lying on the bed, chin on pillow, flat on my stomach, blogging with my phone, i feel ready to fall asleep any time.
It was surprising i didn't fall asleep in class today.
But i feel as if i'm really going to now.
Today's been an emo piece of shit.
Damn. I feel the eyelids getting heavier and heavier.
Previous night before the last, i dreamt that you died in a car accident.
I cried buckets. Hahha.
Den, i saw you in school(yes, ironically) talking to my classmates.
Before i had a chance to scream at you, poof, you're gone.
Even faster than the wind.
And i woke up with a wet pillow.
No calls. Forget it. I'm off gaming!
Tralala-ed ;
Monday, 18 August 2008; 10:00 PM
i'm attached.
But so what?
I've been a bad girl today.
Given a choice, i want them all back again.
16o82oo8
18o82oo8
i'm not suitable for you.
Perhaps.
Not.
There's sth else in my mind now.
Sth else other than being attached to you.
At least, not now.
I've lost myself.
I lost myself when i tried to act like someone who isn't me.
I won't regret.
Because i dun wanna lie to you, nor myself anymore.
You didn't happen to fall under the category of high priority.
At least not now.
Love is selfless.
To you, this isn't love.
At least not yet.
Love me,
no more
Tralala-ed ;
Thursday, 14 August 2008; 10:07 PM
I did this more than two years ago, but I decided that I shall do it again. =D
1. List down all your classmates
2. List down the first things that you think of, related to him/her.
#1.Peiwoon - The pretty girl
#2.Daphine - laugh loudly, then act blur.
#3.Feng Li - Sleeping in class
#4.Goh Hua - Really nice hair, but always caught
#5.Joanna - Snatched my 15th position in X-country last year GRR..
#6.Shao Jun - Neat handwriting
#7.Zijun - very nervous
#8.Yee Hueh - Yeejia
#9.Xuan Juin - her sister
#10.Yin Juin - her sister
#11.Xin Ning - chemistry
#12.Pin Ning - basketball
#13.Yee Jia - "3B,我们现在要...."
#14.Yi Jia - translation pro
#15.Selene - Tan Wei
#16.Mabelyn - A1
#17.Melody - always on time assignments
#18.Wan Yan - wushu&same bag as me
#19.Tan Wei - Selene
#20.Xi Min - Run super fast
#21.Yang Yu Qing - treasurer
#22.Yu Ting - serious
#23.Jia Yi - "Stop calling me Zhang Jiayi. I hate it when people call me that"
#24.Xiao Xu - Joanna
#25.Jie Min - PROfound
#26.Xue Lun - pdp
#27.Ji An - hole puncher
#28.Wee Meng - Milk bottle
#29.Du Chun Xiao - "大家赶快把physics Assignment 交上来“
#30.Gao Yuqi - 姓高的
#31.Davy - 朝爱演
#32.Lee Jia Le - i'll remember that my handwriting is actually quite nice.
#33.Tan Chee Siong - geography(no idea why either)
#34.Wang Fang Ping - 我告诉你
#35.Samuel
#36.Yin Shuo - ahh....choo
#37.Zhu Cong Tian - cong tian de jiemin
If you going to an island, which transport will you take?a normal boat, speedboat or aeroplane.
- Aeroplane
If you are stuck on an island, den u saw a person of the opposite sex. who will it be?
- MrG(XY/YX/YY)
Den u saw a house, will the door be open or closed.
- Closed
U went in and saw a table, will the table be square or round?
- Round
On the table, there are candles. How many did u see?
- 1
U saw a staircase, will u climb or not?
- Yes.
You saw a lake, will the lake be clean or dirty?
- Dirty
Den u saw a field, how many horses did u see?
- 2
ANSWERS:
transport to island
normal boat : walking speed slow.
speedboat : walking speed morderate.
aeroplane : walking speed fast
-Yeah. Quite Accurate, I guess.
person you see is person you like.
- LOL. I'm such a flirt. LIke so many people. muhahaha
door open means opened minded.
closed is closed-minded sensitive.
- Guess so..
table round is flexible.
square means rigid thinking.
- Oh yea? Maybe, maybe not.
no of candles is no of children will have.
- OH no! That explains it. Total fertility rate in Singapore is only 1.26, I'm lower than that average.
if u go up the stairs means u are a risk taker, if not coward.
- Reckless.
if the lake is clean den u are pure. if not, u are corrputed in thinking.
- oww man..
no of horses u see is no of boy/girlfrens you will have before u marry.
- Hmm. Nope. I already haveh more than two.
Tralala-ed ;
Tuesday, 12 August 2008; 2:24 AM
i've been lagging seriously recently.
This morning i was still cursing and swearing tiat my sms sure bao already.
Then at 1154pm, i realised that hey! Today's the 11th. My sms gets refreshed today.
And with that, i suddenly realised that common test starts on a thursday, not a monday.
Serious case of lag.
Tralala-ed ;
Sunday, 10 August 2008; 10:40 PM
Just watched Money No Enough 2 today. It was really funny.
Oh well. I shouldn't mention much about the movie, in case i accidentally say some spoilers.
Really sleepy now. Been really slack these days. I've been gaming and gaming and gaming my liked away la.
Totally no life luh...
Oh well....
I haven't been blogging much recently cos my life's been pretty much of boring these days.
No life, no excitement, no fun, no goal, no motivation.
Just static. What can be more boring than being static.
Went for detention class on friday. Total waste of my time. Stupid me for being late so many times, and even pon school for one guy la.
Now he never kanna detention, and i did. That's stupid.
Detention was nonsense. Come on la. As if detention would make me change for the better. Currently, the only reason why i go school on time, or even go to school to start with is because me volleyball, and not detention classes.
And it doesn't help for the other people, because sometimes it's not that they WANT TO BE late. But just that they have their own reasons, and the school, in an attempt to meet their agendas, fail to see.
Tragedy.
No wonder i never fail to see that my school isn't one of the best schools i would want to be in.
Yet whether i like it or not, i'll still have it accept that, i'm stuck in this school for the next 3.33333 years.
Oh, i almost thought i lost my team jacket today.
But luckily, i didn't even bring it out of the house today.
Alright, i shall quit boring you guys out with my piece me crap.. Thanks for reading. XD
Tralala-ed ;
Wednesday, 6 August 2008; 12:26 AM
So long you've given me a chance, i'll work with that chance i'm provided with, however hard it may be.
I may not be the best of the best, but i'm willing to work and fight for a place to sit beside perfection.
Failure is not an option.
Not for peiwoon.
Cos this year, i want it more than ever, and no one is entitled to snatch anything else from me.
I'm dating volleyball.
It's my life.
I can do anything for someone i love.
Used to be like this, and currently is still like this.
What i had loved, was my motivation to change for the better.
Now that i'm in love with volleyball, no one is to remove it from my life.
Cos only volleyball is in control.
By the way, i'm single now. But yet,unavailable. I'm in love with volleyball.
On more appliction forms available to be my boyfriend.
To be my boyfriend, you MUST learn how play volleyball well.
Tralala-ed ;
Monday, 4 August 2008; 10:47 PM
我并不是害怕什么。
我只是在担心
一觉睡醒过后会失去一切。
而如果我哭了
也不能代表什么。
Tralala-ed ;
Sunday, 3 August 2008; 3:00 PM
i tried and i failed.
&i failed and i tried.
It seems like a yearly routine... But i'm worried.
Worried sick.
This has to stop.
Be it for myself, or for the people around me.
I've wanted to give up.
But a thought kept me going.
I've already held on for two years.
Why then decide to give up only now?
No.
Failing is not an option.
Whether difficult or easy.
This time, i'll succeed.
因为在我心中，已经容不下你了。
现在，我看到的，只有我自己。
我累了，
我也泪了。
但是，其他什么也不重要了，
这次。是我对着你说：byebye了。
现在不再是“我们”
现在是剩下我自己。
Tralala-ed ;
Friday, 1 August 2008; 9:32 PM
i dun like this la.
This sucks totally.
But trust me.
同样的意外不会发生两次。
I know what i want and how to get it.
Tralala-ed ;