Friday, 29 September 2006; 7:27 PM
People, I've been darn guai okays? Very LONG never blog ler. When I meant LONG, it's literally LONG..
Anyway, i've just done a quiz on my previous post.. =)..
As i've mentioned in the quiz, i wanna go pigging soon. So anyone looking for me pls look for me at lala land after I go offline. My phone's gonna be off and u cannot contact me..
Okays.. On Wednesday's morning run(circuit), my timing just crapped FAR OFF..
Guess what's the timing.. It's a nice number - 1911.. Fish~~~~~~
Fishing fishing fishing~~
GREAT GREAT GREAT DEPROVEMENT..
You all know why I run so quickly everytime I go running. I've got a feeling it's because i cannot afford to lose - both to other people around me and my personal timing. I dunnno, but i've got a feeling once a lag or what, I just very sad.. I feel great when I'm fast, with good timing..
I'm SO darn pissed off with myself for wednesday's run..
But at least today's morning run managed to please myself to a certain degree..
Today's morning run is 6rounds with average under 2mintues..
Well, though I couldn't hit the target, I was still kinda close..
My average per round is 00:02:01:33.
I'm 1seconds and 33miniseconds off timing..
That's still OKAY right?
My timing for total 6rounds is 12:08mins.. Broke my original record of 12:58...
Well, I'm pleased because I came in with my normal pace again..
Wednesday's run I was totally off condition.. LiXuan came in less than 10seconds after I did..
Tis morning, LiXuan didn't run.. But I heard that I broke LiXuan's record.. Oh yeah!! I love it.!! (Not "I'm lovin' it". "I'm lovin' it" it unnecessary, cos we can directly say "I love it!" Hey ppl I DID listen in class ~~)
People Peletext world is ending soon. I shall now enter lala-land. Pls tune in to Peletext world the next time I blog, which would most probably be 6October.. =)..
Now, I will reply to my tags.. Muhaha..
Wenwen
Peletext-er..
Darling aini!!
; 7:07 PM
02. What color pants are you wearing?? black..
03. What are you listening to right now? Sound of aircon and a voice telling me, "go to sleep, go to sleep.." It's actually an imaginary voice, cos both my parents aren't home..
04. What are the last four digits of your phone number?? 8934.. Yup, it was me who sms-ed suria during physics remedial..
05. What was the last thing you ate???Bread
06. If you were a crayon what color would you be?? Pink~~!!
07.Last Person You Spoke To on The Phone?? Dar-Ling~
08. The First Thing You Notice about the Opposite Gender? Is he flirty?
09. Do you Like The Person Who Sent You This?? Hehe.. Okay larr..
10. Model of handphone? Sony Ericsson K750i..
11. What's Your Favourite Drink?? Milo OR Grass Jelly mix with Soy Bean.. I usually tell that drink's name to my frens as REN NAI JIA SPERM and tell that auntie it's called can3 de1.. Means mix one.. Totally rawks!
12. What's Your Favourite Alcoholic Drink? There was once I drank this darn sweet alcoholic drink with about 30% over of alcohol.. One of my fave, but too sweet. Another one is red wine that ain't very sour.. Last one is Henikken..
13. What's Your Favorite Sport? I dunnoe... Most prolly ball games - NETBALL!!
14. What's Your Hair Color?? Yesterday when I went to the barber I saw all the hair on the floor unswept. After mine was cut, I realised that in comparison, my hair's so brown.. So I assume it's brown.. (Tham says : Is there an assumption in this answer? Is that answering the questions.. Blah blah blah)
15. What's Your Eye Color???Blackish, with SLIGHT amount of brown. Espicially obvious under the sun..
16. Do You Wear Contacts??Yeah, usually when there's sports, or when I feel like it. =)
17. Siblings and their ages?? Jackie - 23 Jennie - 29
18. Favourite Month?? Dunch really specify..
20. Last Movie You Watched?? I Not Stupid Too.
21. Favourite Day of the Year?? 08092006*
22.Are you too shy to ask someone out?? Yikorkor's like darn impressed how I asked Kendrick to go for chalet when I still LIKED him.. Do u still think this question is NECESSARY?
23. Summer or Winter?? Summer when with a group of friends + darling.. Winter when with DarLing only..
24. Hugs or Kisses??Both~~! Wo yao!!
25. Relationships or One Night Stands?? Relationship.. derr?
26.Chocolate or Vanilla?? Chocolates rawks!!
27.Do you want your friends to write back?? Well, anything?
28. Who is most likely to respond? haven got an idea. Lol!
29. Who is most likely to not respond? I have totally NO IDEA@!!
30. Living arrangements?? with my marmee..
32. What's on your mouse pad?? No mouse pad here..
33. What did you do last night?? Talking on the phone, sms-ing, pigging.. Whatever~!
34. Favourite flavour?? PINK!!
35.Can you touch your nose with your tongue?? Norhs.. My tongue darn short.. But I can touch his nose with my tongue =D
36. What inspires you?? Well, almost every and any thing.. =)
37.Buttered/Plain/Salted Popcorn??? I like sweetened derr..
38. Favourite type of car?? I like those kinda two seater sports car with 2 dog seats at the back...
39. Favourite type of flower?? Dunch appriciate flowers.. I rather recieve cards instead. But make sure the cards aren't perfumed.. I'll cough my ass out when i get those kinda cards..
40. How many keys are there on your key ring?? 3.. I tink by the end of this year would be 6, again-!
41. Can you juggle?? Can't..
42. Can you put your toes in your mouth?? Never tried, and never would try...
43. Do you have a crush (or a relationship)?? Dunch have!! Nah Nappy Poo Pooo!!
44. Name of your crush/stead? Nah Nappy Poo Pooo!!
45. Star Sign?? Pices!!
46. Favourite Movie?? Well, I dunch realli appriciate only one type of movie, so all movies are quite nice to me..
47.Favourite Girl & Boy?? XJJJ & YKK.. GXX is someone special, so should be considered as FAVOURITE..
48. Ever Been Kissed By a Boy/Girl you like?? Nah Nappy Poo Pooo!!
49. Favourite Brand?? Nike, Billabong, Converse, Von Dutch and Ripcurl..
50. Movies or Series? Series barhs..
; 5:19 PM
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense.NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
How are you feeling today ?>>
Shi Lian Ge Mi Dang?
Cheerful.!!
How do your friends see you ?>>
Chao Kou Ai!!
Thank you thank you.. I know I'm cute!!
Will you get married ?>>
An Quan Gan
Won't get married until I feel a sense of security??
Whats your best friend's theme song ?>>
Yue Guang??
My best fren? Maybe XJJJ or YKK... Her theme song? Yue Guang? Yeah.. She's a star.. His theme song? Yue Guang? Harlow's he's LONELYMOOD!!
What was primary school like ?>>
Tong Hua!
Peletext world!!
How can you get ahead in life ?>>
An Qing Hua Xiang Yi
With love around me? Yeah.. Good one..
What is the best thing about your friends ?>>
ma de li bu si yi
I can suddenly think of them, but I can just walk away without warning? maybe..
What is in store for this weekend ?>>
Lian Ai Da Ren
Flirting with my Ling or flirting partner tis weekend? LOL.. Study la tis weekend..
What song describes you ?>>
Qing Chun Kao Juan
Yeah.. Sorta.. Cos I got too many personailties I dunno who I am exactly. So sorta..
To describe your grandparents ?>>
Dang Ni
Chay. I dun wanna be them man..
How is your life going ?>>
Chi Pang?
When I lose my direction, my wings cannot bring me to my love? Not exactly, cos I'm leaving the sad side of me, soon..
What song will they play at your funeral ?>>
Ai Ni?
er.. Get Cyndi say Ai Ni before I go meet God??
How does the world see you ?>>
Wu Niang
Yeah.. No matter how sad or how happy I am, nobody sees it..
Will you have a happy life ?>>
Jia Zhuang.
Means no?? Pretending that I have a sad life, or pretending that i have a happy life?
What do your friends really think of you ?>>
Love Love Love
Har? Am I really so rou ma??
Do people secretly lust after you ?>>
Fei Ba
They wan me to fly, because they lust after me? They fly away because they lust after me? cant seem to make a connection..
How can I make myself happy ?>>
Hai Dao
yeah.. After the thunderstorm, a sweet life is waving at me??
What should you do with your life ?>>
Le Yuan
Treat it as thought it's a playground and enjoy it?
Will you ever have children ?>>
Qiao Qiao Ban
Maybe, maybe not?
The nxt 5 unlucky victims:
The 5most recent users of my tagboard..
- Clau
- Cynthia
- Raffles
- ZhiQi
- JJJJ
Saturday, 23 September 2006; 10:10 PM
NOT happy..
i NOT HAPPY..
I am NOT HAPPY..
I AM really NOT HAPPY..
I AM REALLY very NOT HAPPY..
Keeping it simple, I'm sad.. And I mean it.. I really am very sad..
I've always been living in the little world of mine.. Nobody or nothing affected me in the past.. The whole world had nothing to do with me.. Nothing -- Seriously, nothing was important..
Now I realised that the REAL world is painful.. Too painful for me.. I am really getting very not happy..
They lied to me.. They've been lying, and I NEVER knew.. I was such an idiot..
I seriously, thanks to him, finally FOUND out that they hated me..
Yes, THEY HATED ME...
Dunch ask me who they are, cos they are just some unimportant crap who go around hating bitches like me..
Yeah.. Yeah.. Yeah.. Bitches.. Me.. They.. Crap..
I might be one lame + crap person... Why am I minding crap?
Well, maybe this can be one point to show that they're pretty important to me..
Really, IMPORTANT.. We're kinda close together.. Yet they, ........
Well, can't force them to like me, so dunch care...
Maybe he's right..
Not talking to her may be a good choice..
I shall listen to him..
I shall NOT talk to her..
Because, she hates me too..
Ppl, I guess I'm REALLY hated..
Sorrie guys i've been living in my own world..
If only the REAL world was easy to live in..
MY peletext world rawks.!!
I've been protected - by myself in my peletext world..
I have been recently brought back into the real world..
perhaps, not BACK.. Brought INTO..
Yeah.. Into this cruel world..
I can't adapt..
If I can't adapt, I must either move away or die..
Moving away, to where? Peletext again??
No way.. I ain't gonna escape from Teletext world..
Peletext is NOT an option..
Die??
I wont..
Cos I promised....
But I realise that the people I promised didn't care.. They dunch give a damn about what happens to me..
I'm getting lame.. Brooding over something so INSIGNIFICANT within one post..
BY THE WAY, HAPPY BIRDDAY SISTER!!
AND, HAPPY BIRDDAY DERRICK!
Well, my sister might come, but derrick will not come..
Well, maybe one they when he's my age he'll know what's a blog and look for the TRACKBACK to 23.09.2006..
When he's my age, it'll be, hermps..
He's 7 today..
I'm 13 this year..
6years younger than I am..
Crap diiao.. So young..
So, 6years later,
maybe he'll come to my blog in year 2012..
Maybe blogspot didn't exist for such a long time.. Replaced by some other companies. Maybe by then this blog would be like, darn BIG file.. Cos of the number of posts.. LOL..
Yeahyeah.. I guess this part is SLIGHTLY optimistic..
Tomorrow's a SUNDAY..
Which means - CHURCH DAY..
Yipes!!
Praise the Lord.!! Uh-lar-lar tomorrow's a Sunday..
Sorrie for kee-ing siao here.. But I'm just glad Sunday arrived again..
Well, again, my timing for circuit deproved - AGAIN!!
BOring~~
I wanna get FASTER..
This time, my timing was 1812..
Slower by 1second..
Any timing within improvement from the previous time is deprovement..
With additional deprovement is a BIG deprovement..
So do my Inngrish Skills too..
"Deprovement"... "Inngrish"..
Whatever~~
Wenwen MUST jiayou!!
Wenwen LOVES Gxx..
Wenwen LOVES Ykk
Wenwen LOVES Zkk
Wenwen LOVES JJjj
Wenwen LOVES Pmm
Wenwen LOVES Amm
Wenwen LOVES Peletext..
Wenwen LOVES Xww
ma wa ke si te..!!
Wednesday, 20 September 2006; 3:40 PM
Kor, happy birthday.. Happy birthday day day day day.......
Today I am sad... =(
It's a known fact that he likes someone else.. But I dun care.. The fact is that the gal he like did not stead with him.. So, it's still right for me to like him.....
But I dun wanna put pressure upon him. Cos i know he likes another girl.. I dun wanna force him into doing anything. Because I know that his heart belongs to that girl, even if I force him do have any relationship with me, we wouldn't last. A clap needs to hands, a relationship needs two parties to be willing.
I am releasing him, not because I am giving up, just purely because, I dun wanna tie him up and strangle him.. I dun wanna force him to the wall.. I dun wan him to do anything because of his guilt..
It's not that I dun treasure him, it's that I treasure him too much I'd rather I let go.. I believe in the motto "If you love me, set me free..".. I loved him so much I'd rather set him free..
I like his frank-ness... And if there are any more of such information, I rather he tell me, and not make me waste time on him, at such HIGH LEVEL..
But I won't give up. I never will.. Because, I really love him..
Really love him...
Really love him...
Really love...
Really love...
Really love...
Really....
I treasure this relationship for now, but I dun wanna be a burden to you.. Perhaps me backing out of this for now would make him happier..
I dun mind being sad.. Because, as long as I see him happy, that's enough..
Jiayou.!! I hope when you see this post it doesn't really add stress to you..
I'm reallly tempted to tell you so much.. Yet, I cant bring myself to say anything when I see you face...
I LOVE YOU...
sorry..............................
Monday, 18 September 2006; 7:31 PM
Today, I made another new jiejie..
SuYu Jie!!
Muackks!!
And, today's really a terror..
Guess what!! I got 3.5/20 for Bio practical test..
Crap..
Guess what!! My timing for circuits DEPROVED again.. ~~
My best timing for circuit was 17:45mins..
Today, my timing was 18:11..
Sigh~
Well, there are some things to be happy about, too..
[1] I scored 27/30 for PE practical.. Oh yeah.. Highest in class ~.~ =)
[2] Mr Tan bought me a teddy bear from the pocket money fund. Oh yeah ~.. Darn cute the bearbear.. Really, I just wanna PINCH my bearbear. I'll hang up the bearbear on my bag =).. (Tan Lian Seng)
[3] Xiiao Yi korkor's birthday is 2days from now. Orh, I can't wait.. =)
[4] At least yikorkor appriciates my work =)
[5] I gave darlin my love note =), and my glass bottle..
Ermps.. I guess I need to buy more glass bottles.. So that they can store my love notes. Muacks Darlin aini.!!
Today during chairperson meeting I was abusing yikorkor.. LOL.. Hitting his hair, unbuttoning his insignia derr uniform button..
Oh anyway, today, I got a new Meimei in relation.. Yu Lu. Cos SuYuJie is YuLu's jieje. So that makes me YuLu's jiejie in relation..
Today, me, YL, SY and ZX went into a tunnel in our school.. Darn cool.. Really DARN coool.. It's REALLY VERY DESERTED LERR..
Okays I gtg liao.. Bye bye my dear fans and readers.. i will update ASAP..
Once again, I thank you ppl for your support...
Happy birthday korkor..
Dar Woaini..
God-sibling I'll love you..
MUACKS to all..
byebye..
Wenwen
Saturday, 16 September 2006; 4:17 PM
Initally, there was an EXTREMELY long post..
But cos of internet connection error, the LONG POST was DELETED..
Be happpy, cos u dunch needa read a LONG WORDY BORING post..
I was actually very bad-mood-ed while typing that post..
After I fiinsh, i felt better..
So, now I'm happy =)..
Well, if you believe..
Wenwen
; 9:38 AM
Yeah yeah..
3 endurance run next week. (In netball, my so-called circuit is called ENDURANCE RUN. But I prefer to call it circuit)..
You think I give a damn? No..
In fact, you may think that I am crazy, but I think circuit is fun.. Although VERY tiring.. Trust me, when I say VERY tiring, I mean VERY tiring. It's worse than X-country during March that time.. Well, next week, monday, wednesday and friday will be circuit in the morning.. Dots.. Yeah I dunch give a damn.. Even if u tell me run from monday to friday I think it's still okay lor.. I'm crazy....
Well, last night yikorkor finally came online..
And of course, rafflesia mistook me for yiming..
Yeah, and so.. Uh huh......
Dots.. I'm being LAME..
Well, last night conversation wif yikorkor.. He sent me several pictures..
And this gave me inspiration to what to give him for his birthday..
But I haven't got the nicest string around..
I needa go buy string.. =)
maybe i'll buy purple..
and what's his other favourite colour??
What the HELL.. I Dunnoe!!
Or maybe i'll just have EVERYTHING in purple.
Regarding MrGxx..
Hell.!! We are drifting apart..
Whatever~~
I shouldn't be blogging about him anymore..
But him and I, we're clean..
There's nothing in between us..
We're just frens..
Accuse me of lying, WHATEVER..
I just want rumors to stop..
I guess yesterday really affected me a lot.
I wanna study, but I dun feel like now..
GO AWAY..
Yeah, drifting apart..
Maybe I should ignore him for a while..
1month? 2weeks? 1week? 4days? 2days? 1day? 12hours? 6hours? 3 hours? 1halfhours? 45mins? 22mins30seconds?11mins15seconds? WHATEVER~~
Wenwen
Friday, 15 September 2006; 10:46 PM
If only dependancy could be easily gotten rid of..
If only memories could be easily DELETED..
If only I needn't spell out EVERYTHING that's in my heart..
Hell.!
I'm really, dunno what to do now..
I've got so much to say, but yet I can say nothing..
I've got so much to do, but yet I can do nothing..
I've got so much to see, but yet I can see nothing..
I've got so much to hear, but in return, I hear nothing..
I've got so much to feel, but yet this isn't what I want to feel..
Hell.!
Why can't I just keep things to myself.
Go away PeiWoon!!
Ah!! How irritated can I get?
It's nothing.. It's really nothing..
What the hell!! Life is really hell..
It's true. People rather go into an unhealthy relationship to fill up their "emptiness" within their hearts rather than to experience them..
Why??
If only things could be kept simple..
*Ah-choo*.. I sneezed once, someone's scolding me..
If only things could be kept simple..
Yes, simple..
Simple..
Simple..
Simple..
KIS = keep it simple..
3,2,1...
Knock me out..
Am dead.
Pronounced dead on 1053..
Reason of death = excessive loss of blood due to a heartbreak...
Claudia, Xue Jun Jiejie, Zheng Korkor.. I wont do anything silly. I will protect my own life..
Suddenly I regret promising you guys not to do it again.. Cos Im suddenly so tempted.. But I wont.. I wont worry my life away.. Cos while others are fighting hard to keep themselves alive, I am here thinkin of something SO silly..
My main focus now is to get well soon!!
Sniff sniff...
Im tired.. VERY...
Sniff..
Korkor I still love you all most..
Jiejie I still love you all most..
MeiMei I still love you all most..
I love you(not yew nor who)
Stop askin me who's my darlin cos in terms of sentence structure, it means (WHO IS MY DARLIN.) WHO is the noun that IS is the verb and MY is possessive pronoun and DARLIN is the object. So, WHO is distributed to my darlin.. Which means in this sentence, WHO = MY DARLIN which is so not true. Cos WHO is not my darlin.. Dots..
Wenwen
; 6:22 PM
I must study hard for this weekend.
I must put get well soon.
I must finish my revision for this weekend.
I have to stop calling him darlin.
I have to stop giving people the WRONG impression.
I have to pray hard that blogger gets the blogspot thingy back, soon.. Dots..
So many things, so little time.
Wenwen
; 3:13 PM
Hair colour: brownish-black
Eye colour: brack
Clothes colour: currently I'm wearing my white winnie the pooh pyjamas. So cute!!
Wardrobe colour: Ermps..
Seven memorable things this/last month:
1) That risky thing done in school on 13.09.06 :)
2) Back to XPS.
3) Church??
4) Improvement in timing for running?
5) School blackout
6) The Phone calls
7) Sms-es wif a fren.... -)
Six people you talked face to face this week:
1) Xue Jun
2) Ya Yun
3) Zheng Korkor
4) Chikan
5) All Netballers
6) All classmates
well, I guess...
Five things you bought recently
1)Milo!! (many times this week)
2)Dinner
3)Phone?? (considered annot? quite long liao lehh)
4)CHOCOLATES!!
5)Medicine for my finger =(
Four people you saw today:
1) JunJun jiejie
2) Ya Yun jiejie
3) XiaoYi korkor
4) Chi Kan
Two things on your mind now:
1)HIM
2)Running!!
1. grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line four:
"allowed to open one gift. Afterwards, we were sent to bed. I always"
2.stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Handphone earpiece
3. last thing you watched on TV?
Hermps? Forgot liao.. I tink is that 7o'clock show on channel 55 =)
4.without looking, guess what time it is:
7.06pm
5.the actual time?
7.20pm... =(
6.what can you hear with exception of the computer?
Aircon
7. when did you last step outside?what were you doing?
For Dinner
8. what did you look at before you started this survey?
Browsing a fren's blog..
9.What are you wearing?
Winnie the Pooh pyjamas.!!
10. did you dream last night?
Yesh..
11.When did you last laugh?
Before putting down the phone..
12.what is on the walls of the room you are in?
Jagsaw puzzle
13. seen anything weird lately?
Narhs..
14. what do you think of this quiz?
Pretty good question. I dunnoe
15. what is the last film you saw?
priates of carribeann 2?
16. becoming a multi-millionaire overnight,what would you buy?
A car!!
17. tell me something about you that i don't know.
My nose is always blocked.. Does that sastify you??
18.what is one thing you would change about the world?
Hell that STUPID BIGMOUTHS and STOP that damn rumors.. Issit 2 things or one ar?
19. do you like to dance?
Kinda
20. George W Bush... american?
wHAT THE HELL??
21. If your first child is a girl,what do you call her?
Evelyn
22. if your first child is a boy,what do you call him?
Edmund
23. have you ever considered living abroad?
Maybe?
24. what do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
har?
25. 20 people who must do this in their journal or blog.
1) XiaoYi korkor
2) Junjun jiejie
3) PinNing
4) Cai Yi Ling (Jolene)
5) ZhiQi
6) Norine
7) TieNing
8) YuQing (by the way pls gimme your blog i wanna link you)
9) HU? (Hu YuHeng)
10) Rafflesia (Ng DaChian)
11) Pris Meimei
12) Amanda Meimei
13) Darlin
14) Estee
15) Cynthia
16) Xi Min
17) Claudia
18) Everyone who tagged my tagboard recently. Including Jolene(repeated), Sonjia(no blog), Charlene(no blog), Pris(repeated), Clau (repeated), Sean.. So number 18 is SEAN QUEK the SQ.. Muhaha..
19) Jackie Jie.. =)
20) Any other people who happen to visit my blog..
Thursday, 14 September 2006; 6:59 PM
Well, sometimes, I wished I weren't the flirt I am...
I am a FLIRT...
I am an attention seeker.!!
Hell.. Just GO AWAY..
Hell.. Today's CID was a terror.. I have failed as a person..
I din manage to do my D&T today.. Tomorrow I must really chiong lerr..
But, tomorrow got morning run..
Today I din run my circuit, Cos I realised that I'll just die if i did..
Maybe tomorrow...
Today I ran 4 rounds..
To be exact, 5 rounds.. LOL...
Tomorrow I guess I'll have less chance to talk to HIM lerr..
Cos tomorrow morning got morning run =(..
Tomorrow's break will be of different timing.. =( HIS before mine..
Oww...
Maybe after school..
After school, I'll be staying back to do D&T..
Now i wanna sleep.. Cos I'm tired. And I ain't gonna wake up till 11pm. Maybe, cos I really am tired.. Very.. But as long as I still have him in my mind, I can go on. Just like what happened in tuesday's training. Tuesday we had to do 3 sets of 14 standard push-ups.. I was like thinking, ORH DRATS.. Sure die one.. But I thought of, "For **, I must perservere.." and I pushed myself up. And I succeeded in 3 sets of 14 (= .. So happy..
I stil have to do my CID..
And for tomorrow's morning run, I've gotta feeling that I'm gonna do badly.. Reason being that I'm still SICK!! Sobs.. But I still wanna run.. Cos, I dunno why, but I seem to enjoy running.. I really do not know why..
So, for now, I'll do my CID while thinkin of him, den I'll think of him for about 10mins before going to sleep. And maybe later i'll wake up do to homework. Or just sleep on till tomorrow.. Well, pray that he doesn't keep sneezing =).. Sorrie if you ar lar.. Muhaha.. Maybe should think less. =)...
Tomorrow, I'll run, wif the help of God, as HE leds me to continue running and improving timing.. Thou I know it's kinda hard, but HE is there to help me.. HE will guide me thru and make me run on.. Cos I know he loves me, and he's there for me when I need him..
As well as keeping that thought of "wei4 le4 **, wo3 yi1 ding4 yao4 jian1 chi2"..
I will, I will, I will..
WRONG..
I MUST, I MUST I MUST..
Wenwen..
Jiayous wenwen..
Darling(myself) loves wenwen..
Darlin(HE) loves wenwen..
I love wenwen..
Everyone does..
Cos wenwen's loveable..
LOL so zilian..
Okay,
Signing off,
The LOVABLE wenwen..
Muacks!!
; 6:51 PM
Today, i did 3 quizzes continously..
Well, some results out here.. Muhaha.. Enjoy, thou maybe you dunch care.. Dots..
| You Are 0% Shy |
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How Shy Are You?
| Your Love Element Is Earth |
 In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation |
Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake |
 You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many. The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately. You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss. A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract. |
Wednesday, 13 September 2006; 5:49 PM
Muhaha.. I'm so happy today.. Cos I managed to talk to Mr Gxx.. He was really funny today.. I just wanted to laugh... As in laugh OUT LOUD those kind... But better not.. But still, his smile electrified me.. Weets.. Brrr... So kewl.!! MrGxx, I wanna talk to you more. I wanna know you more.. =) Lurve YEW!!! ( I ain't les.. But, NEVERMIND...)
And today, i did something dangerous too.. If we were caught doing that thing we'll be in BAD situation. We'll just fall into hot soup. I'll get sacked and you, I also dunno what will happen to you. Cos Alfreada got sacked when she cut herself 13times, so if I was caught surely SACKED..
I went to a place I ain't supposed to go.
I did something I ain't supposed to do.
Moreover, it's in school..
But I love taking risks... And I hope nobody saw. I tink nobody saw, except that aunty cleaning.. Or maybe she din even see. Cos her angle was weird, I doubt she saw..
But nevermind..
It's FUN!!
It's EXCITING!!
It's DANGEROUS.
My fren ar my fren.. We just did something SO DANGEROUS...
Well, my jiejie somehow knew what I was doing wif my fren..
Cos she managed to specfiy the LOCATION that i'm "not supposed to go"...
But she didn't know..
And she didn't ask..
That's good....
My fren ar my fren.. We just did something SO DANGEROUS...
Well, your situation in with your fren was SUCH A CLOSE SHAVE..
And your fren, hermps lol.. So farni..
I guess he din suspect a thing, did he?
And that's good, too..
=X It's a secret..
No matter what you do to me, I wont say WHO my fren is, and WHAT we did, at WHERE..
No further infomation shall be given anymore.. Muhaha..
Will MrGxx call tonight? Are we gonna talk tonight?
Oh anyway, tomorrow morning I'll be going for morning run..
Most probably I'll be doing my circuit.
Or maybe I'll do what my fren's doing..
Circuit.. Stress ~~
Friday morning got circuit -- AGAIN..
So maybe tomorrow I'll do my circuit.. So that i'll train up..
I doubt two continous days of circuit shalln't hurt right?
I should take the advices of my teammates. Dun chiong at the start.. Maybe like that i'll go faster.
I should have ran this morning, cause PE was darn slack today..
DOTS larr...
Tomorrow morning is a circuit..
I tink of it a bit sian liao
But must work hard..
House meeting..
Today we had house meeting..
Sec1 level rep is Hui Si(is this how i spell your name) of 1J
Sec2 level rep is Jun Xiang of 2B..
Me? Cheering IC..
harhar today yikorkor kanna saboed..
Actually, I was hesitating whether to run for my house or to cheer..
Well, I guess I made right chioce..
Cos Pegasus's kinda hopeless in running wise..
I guess cheering we can buck up =)...
But, I got sore thorat..
2days ago, I used 1 packet of tissue in 10minutes..
Yesterday I used a total of 2packets of tissue..
Today I used a total of 3 and a HALF packs of tissue!!
I need MORE TISSUE..
Well, if you happen to read my blog dun mind put a packet of tissue in your bag ar?
Cos if i actually ran out of tissue I'll be going around begging for it..
And littat you can earn a profit if i were to buy it from you..
Or maybe someday I'll just bring in one box to school, like what pris and I did last time..
IN NEED OF TISSUE!!
wenwen..
Loves Darlin..
Tuesday, 12 September 2006; 8:55 PM
Gee, well, at least today, I'm happy...
Because, I got to see you... =)
Math oral presentation went quite well I must say,
even thou many ppl din understand what i was talkin about.. =)..
But NEVERMIND...
It doesn't matter anymore...
At least my abililty to present today din waste my efforts of staying up till 2:30am last night..
I'm tired. I wanna sleep.. Goodnight.....
Darlin woaini..
Muacks!!
Monday, 11 September 2006; 9:39 PM
Finally finished my flash assignment. Well, presuure do make me do wonders doesn't it? I only took like say, 6hours?
I hate to say, but holidays are over already..
Even sooner than I expected.. I can't get out of my holiday mood. And this sentence ain't supposed to sound cheerful. I am really very sad now..
Why? Why am I sad now??
Why? Why? Why?
Ok. I'll just start by telling a piece of good news to everyone. Actually 2 pieces, but I ain't very eleted although they are really GOOD news.
[1] I PASSED my English Test by half a mark. 15andHalf.. Congratulations..
[2] I got 23/30 for Biology Test.. *Claps*..
But still, they can't cheer me up. Cos I've got two pieces of bad news, too..
[1] I'll be having my Math Presentation tomorrow.. The third person of the day.. ='(
[2] I'm supposed to send in my powerpoint to Mrs Chak, but I haven't, yet.. ='(
I'm crying.. I'm really crying. But why am I crying? Am I crazy? Why am I crying over such small things?
I'm tired.. I'm very tired. But why am I so tired? Am I lazy? Why am I so easily tired??
I'm bleeding.. The blood's flowing very fast. It's trickling down my chest. There ain't any open wound, but why do I know there's blood?
I'm the easily lonely pieces. I cannot take lonelines. I ain't like my korkor lonelymoon or my jie the star.. I cannot stand it when i'm lonely.. I'll just break, down, and/or into pieces..
I just feel like a loser...
Loser..
LOSER..
LOSER..
LOSER U B*TCH!!
Wishing.. I'm wishing.. I'm wishing ALL my troubles away.
WHAT!! What am I doing now?? Why am I posting such stuff?
In case you don't get the SKELTON of my posts(which I tink I can't catch myself too), I'm trying to say that I AM SAD..
Now read between the lines... Whatever insightful comments can you make? Well, if you still can't find it i'll just tell you..
I WANT ATTENTION.
Hell.. Why do I even want or need attention.
I really dunch know.
I sit there, wishing this me away..
Sigh, I wished I weren't so dependant, like I am now..
I wan to be able to be myself..
DEPENDANCY...
Holidays are over and I dun feel anything driving me on now..
I've gotta feeling I'm gonna fail my EOY..
Get lost people.
I dunch need your pity..
Pls dun talk to me about this posts. Cos ya see, gurl's often get mood swings..
And mine? Major ones..
So this is just a short term effect..
My long term effect is that I will start studying.. =)..
So you just watch me..
You'll watch me fly..
Because I love you..
*toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot* *toot*
7 lil 8 lil 9 lil *toot*
*toot* *toot*
Because this is the only sentence left in my head now..
Go away...
Friday, 8 September 2006; 1:13 PM
Din catch much sleep last night. i slept at 515am and woke at 550am. How's that?
I ain't doin anything funny, jus derr usual, stayin overnight when holiday comes..
Wake me up when September comes?
Not now eh? Im tired..
Tis morning i woke up so early because netball we had morning run. Im really proud of myself. As I've always said, nothing compared to running am I proud of myself. But, still, I didn't make it to Miss Loo's mark of under 16minutes. I improved a bit, too =)
This mornig I was really tired. And when I reached skool I saw sth damn freakie.. I saw a guy sleeping on the floor between the two flagpoles. The stairs where announcements are made everyday. There. He was just practically SLEEPING there.. OMG.. I tink he camped overnight in RV..
Whatever~ I dun give a damn..
Tis morning our dear CYNATHIA, was late for 41WHOLE minutes. We agreed on running at 7am, she arrived at 7:41am..
Fine, I started my runs before everyone, cos I really saw that the weather was turning hot. And if I didn't run a little eariler, I would have to run under the sun..
My proud timing of 17:45mintues..
My previous timing was 18:11mintues.
Quite an improvement. At least 26seconds.
That's almost half a minute..
I really think that's quite fast =)
Equations. Again...
Total seconds taken this time round = 1065 s
Total seconds taken the previous time = 1091 s
Improvement on total time = 26 s
Time allowence given by Miss Loo = 960 s !!
Time lagging behind Miss Loo's timing =(approx) 105 s = 1min45sec
Current avg per round + grandstand = 177.5 s = 2min 57.5sec
Previous avg per round + grandstand = 181.8 s = 3min 0.6sec
Improvement on avg = (approx) 0.716667 per round
Avg allowence given by Miss Loo = 16o s = 2min 40sec
Avg time lagging behind Miss Loo's avg = 17.5 sec
Ah!! Each round increase by another 17.5 seconds. If only I has yikorkor's long legs+ yuheng/ethel's thin body+my current stamina * 10, it might happen. But I dun..
Must Jiayou!
Muhahaha...
Wenwen
Thursday, 7 September 2006; 3:56 AM
And I successfully completed my blogskin. Muhaha..
Here are some of the nice and bad blogskin i've made. Some are nice, some are ugly. But I arrange them in the order of nicest last and ugliest first. Trust me, the uglies are really ugly..
Kiss Me
Netball
Horse - Prince and Princess
YourPromiseToMe
Kiss Me's a total disgrace. I wonder who did that..
But I totally love YourPromiseToMe.
The Horse's a new one that i've just created.
And of course, the url to my user in blogskins.
Enjoy!
Monday, 4 September 2006; 5:14 PM
Flash is due in 7days..
what the hell.. Now den I realise it's due in 7days!!! TMD im so damn dead. I haven't started with flash - at all... I dun have topic, I dun have any idea what to do larr. Hell.. Gimme storyline someone..!!!! LOL.. Pls, if you happen to have a story dun mind pls contribute it to me.. Pls.. If you have.. Thx. Email me at duntellwen@hotmail.com . Any storyline will do. As long as I pass my one minute..
; 2:52 PM
; 1:27 PM
Perhaps Cynthia's right,
EOY's coming..
"Darlin"-ing shouldn't start now.
After all, now is time for me to study..
Just before me mum left for tuiton today,she told me to study.
Immdiately after she left, I came to blog..
What the hell is my problem?
But the tempetation can't be resisted...
His words, his actions.
Remembered deep inside here.
Enough of YOUR comments.
This is MY life.
I want to live my life independantly.
Why am I so stubborn?
Cynthia's being nice in telling me to concentrate.
Indeed, I've been harming my teammates.
Tml's training, I dun wanna drag them down - again..
She's just being nice.
I'm rotting my life away.
She wants to advice me to change.
She wants to see improvement in me.
Why am I so stubborn?
This ain't my fault.
I dun wanna be like this either.
I can't control myself.
I remembered every word MrG(xx) has told me.
Since the first meeting we met..
Since how he reacted when I beat him up in our first meeting.
Our first conversation in msn start off with him askin if I'm PeiWoon.
I remember these, in details.
I can't seem to remember what Miss Loo teaches as well.
Why?
I should be responsible for myself.
Whatever I do should not be covered up by an excuse.
I'm bad. I'm just bad.
I have no self-dicipline over myself..
I'm lazy.
I hate myself..
GOD SAVE ME!!
I PRAY FOR YOUR HELP.
I NEED YOUR HELP.
SAVE ME!!!
Hell, i'm contradicting myself in every other paragraph.
I'm fighting against one person, that person is my conscience.
I have really no idea what I am doing now..
What am i thinking?
Am I crazy?
Hell..
Here comes contradiction - AGAIN!
Why can't I just have more discipline over myself?
Why can't I just have no secrets to keep?
Why can't I just have more control over myself?
Why can't I just have no more troubles??
Wenwen - TheCONTRADICTOR-er.
Sunday, 3 September 2006; 11:17 PM
1. List down all your classmates
2. List down the first things that you think of, related to him/her.
#1.Peiwoon- myself? chiong-ster when it comes to running or netball. Muhaha
#2.Ethel- the good stamina teammate.. Muhaha
#3.Shaojun-Sleepy head
#4.Liuqiao- AP gurlgurl
#5.ME- hip gurlgurl
#6.Wanwen- Joanne Chong Shu Wen
#7.Jolene- Pink fonts =)
#8.Pearlyn- GENIOUS.!
#9.Zhiqi- Weird weird one..
#10.Sonjia-Unlock her bra catch..
#11.Charlene- The pony tail in front of me during class..
#12.Norine- good memory ~ she remembers ALL homework..
#13.Tiening- She saying "Chameh, actually....." in a serious tone..
#14.Yuqing- Hew Foong Chuan
#15.Bijun- Richie - and paying MORE income tax
#16.Glenda-YEW
#17.Yuting- "Kuai dian ba (chinese homework) zuo wan ran hou jiao gei wo"
#18.Benjamin-Blan-gar..
#19.Yiming- the 15(or issit 16)names that he has
#20.Elton- Skelton lemme your homework.
#21.Foong Chuan- Yang Yu Qing
#22.Weikiat - wriggles his left wrist to make his watch fall downwards, saying :"har?"
#23.Yuheng- "Shut up! - Thank you thank you"
#24.Qizhang- Pearlyn Ong Pei Yu
#25.Jiale- The LONG LONG STICK
#26.Leon- Messy under table..
#27.Jiahao - "har? what?"
#28.Marcus - the term "Bomao"
#29.Raffles - "YOu don't come here and crap lar. chairperson? - BIG DEAL. I dun give a damn." And "Chairperson take out handphone. Write inside management diary.."
#30.Riche- Bi Jun and Chen Juan and Jolene.. Muhaha(rumors do work. Raffles you are one succcessful gossiper)
#31.Terence - MrProsititude
#32. Vincent - ShaoJun
#33.Benjin- Guai Guai Xiao Hai
#34. YaoRong - "Har? Zuo Shen Me?"
If you going to an island, which transport will you take?a normal boat, speedboat or aeroplane.
- Aeroplane
If you are stuck on an island, den u saw a person of the opposite sex. who will it be?
- MrG(xx)
Den u saw a house, will the door be open or closed.
- Open
U went in and saw a table, will the table be square or round?
- Round
On the table, there are candles. How many did u see?
-3
U saw a staircase, will u climb or not?
- No. I wanna explore the place first, before climbing up in the end.. So i wont climb immdiately..
You saw a lake, will the lake be clean or dirty?
- clean
Den u saw a field, how many horses did u see?
- 13
ANSWERS:
transport to island
normal boat : walking speed slow.
speedboat : walking speed morderate.
aeroplane : walking speed fast
-Yup. The chiong-ster
person you see is person you like.
- MrG(xx).. LOL. Muahh Darlin..
door open means opened minded.
closed is closed-minded & sensitive.
-Den my door must be super open..
table round is flexible.
square means rigid thinking.
- Oh yea? Maybe, maybe not.
no of candles is no of children will have.
-3 should be okay barhx.
if u go up the stairs means u are a risk taker, if not coward.
-but im an explorer lo.. I explore first, den i take risks.. Takin risks immdidately is called FOOLISH.. Must check everything first before doing anything. Not coward, it cautious..
if the lake is clean den u are pure. if not, u are corrputed in thinking.
- oh really?
no of horses u see is no of boy/girlfrens you will have before u marry.
- Cannot be lo. Now I got, hermps, 4 liao, 13 only.. Left wif 9 lehh.. If you include MrG(xx) only left 8.. How can? One year one? harlow my 4 I only took 2 years lorr.. Muhaha.. Or even less. One Year Three Months..
MrG(xx) hasn't called yet. Nevermind..
Saturday, 2 September 2006; 10:43 PM
I've got a bad habit, and my mum caught me today about it. I bite the skin on my finger - Unknowningly.. And the skin that comes out actually look normal on the surface. But when it gets wrinkled because of water, muhaha, it gets ugly...
My mum was saying, "You better kick that habit, or next time your boyfren won't want to hold your hand le.."
Maybe I should agree with her, cos it looks kinda scary.. Whatever..
I assured her saying, "Narhs, I wont get a boyfren in the near future.." Lol.. A bit of contradiction eh? I was just saying that i luv Mr G(xx) in the previous post, and here I come saying that i wont get a boyfren in the near future.. Whatever..
I still do luv you darlin, MrG(xx)..
I was sms-ing darlin thru-out today, since morning.
We were sms-ing from 11:30pm last night till 1:15am.. (If I still remembered the time correctly)
He replied me at about 9plus 10am..
And we continued talking and talking..
We talked about everything under the sun.
His battery went flat at about 8pm.. Lol..
He came online at 9:20pm.
I came online one hour later and saw his conversation wif me..
He talked, but my mum suddenly came to talk to me.. And I had to stop tokin to him for a while..
He was calling me on msn like, "hello.. U still dere? Talk talk talk..." but I couldn't reply.
When i replied, he was gone..
:'(
He ain't there anymore..
Darlin WoHaoXiiangNii..
Lol.. At the tagboard, my junjunjiejie asked, who the hell MrG(xx) was..
Well, I didn't tell her. Cos I might just freak her out.
I only told Z.K.K and Y.K.K..
Jiejie, that MrG(xx) is really not meant for you to know - YET.. I'll tell you when the time is ripe..
MrG(xx), hermps =)
Y.K.K was scolding me a few days again. Telling me not to be so fikled minded..
Lol I'm loyal de lor..
Mr G(xx), I promise i'll stay true to you..
Yes, MrG(xx) did call me darlin before, but I doubt he meant it.
Yes, MrG(xx) did say he love me before, but I doubt he meant it.
Yes, MrG(xx) did "MUACKS"(changed the spelling to avoid suspicion.. Cos your way of spelling it is too unique i tink if i say the whole world would know who you are..) to me before, and still, he didn't mean it.
Well, all I can concentrate on now is tomorrow's church. Muhaha..
And of course, I needa slim down.
Sigh..
Fat..
Whatever..
Praise the Lord..!! Tomorrow i'll be back in church to worship the Lord again. Muhaha..
Praise the Lord..!! I'm lucky to be able to tok MrG(xx) about so many things..
Praise the Lord..!! I'm so lucky..
Well, MrG(xx), you're one frank chap..
Indeed, I like your frank-ness..
Today, Y.K.K posed a hard question on me.. "What is the difference between like and love?" Is anyone able to gimme an answer.??
Wenwen
; 9:48 AM
Yes.. Mr G(xx), I do like you.. And I don't go around tellin everyone that I love them..
Yes.. I really do.. And I know you do know that I do..
Muhahaha.. I'm crazy..
Last night, I slept at 1:30am..
This morning, I woke up at 6:59am..
The typical thing that happens to me when I get excited, I cant sleep well, Or for a long time..
Last night, I last messaged him at 1:27am.
This morning, I first messaged him at 7am..
And HE ISN'T AWAKE YET!!
I'm falling back into obcession, AGAIN-...
Whatever, this time, I wont tell anyone who Mr G(xx) is..
So Mr G(xx), you can rest assure, I wont tell anyone.
Actually, I've already told yikorkor..
But nevermind, yikorkor can be trusted.
Muhaha...
Even if he dares to spread it, i'll just spread his..
Surprise, this time i told yikorkor first instead of Junjun jiejie..
Cos I thnk if i told junjun first, i'll just piss her off..
Cos I told her about this shuai-ge from RV..
But I dunno who that shuai-ge is.
I really dunno his name, class, DOB etc..
I dun like that shuai-ge.
I just think he's shuai..
But I dun like him, cos he's too old..
But now, you are too young..
Younger than me by 2months 17days.(approxmated.. I din calculate)
And I really do like you..
She'll be shocked to find out who you are Mr G(xx)
But I dun YaYun jie would be as shocked as when she found about ZhuFeng.
You're still quite a good choice eh?
Addication to chocolates.
Addication to the song AiShangWeiLaiDeNi .
Addication to You...
Wenwen
Friday, 1 September 2006; 9:24 PM
Today I slept at 7pm and I woke up at 8:39pm, thinking that it's morning and SHOCKED to see the dark sky. i logged onto msn and started askin everyone "what time is it?". "are you sure it's already 8:39?? Usually the sun rises at 6:50am.." So farni la when i tink of it. Valerie suddenly reminded me that it's still night. Wahaha.
wenwen